it has been one year, six months and fourteen days since my last feuds and friendships post and it's because of one of those words that i have returned to it today. this morning i said bon voyage to two of my best people and for the next month i am a few men down with a war on my hands.
a war . on . abxist*
generally i am no good on my own and my usual go to move is to hide away and not experience anything until i have someone to experience it with again but four weeks is a long time and i don't believe hiding is going to cut it. so due to a number of silver linings in which the details shall remain pensilent* i have decided that instead of donning my usual camouflage i intend to find one exciting or fun or interesting or challenging thing to do each day and prove to myself that i am perfectly capable of blowing my own mind!
therefore i am going to make a promise to myself that today is the first day of 'mission mind blowing' and this is a binding contract enforcing that each day is going to be lived.
*check out the emotionary http://www.the-emotionary.com/ for all your words that don't exist when your feelings do.
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